Dark Diary
Verfasst am: Sat., 21.12.2013, 17:59:00
Songs + Emotionen
Manche Lieder kommen einem ungefragt in den Sinn, andere, wenn man nur einen Textschnipsel davon liest...
Folgender Song hat mich lange und oft durch die Tiefen meines Lebens begleitet... und bei jedem Hören ist die Stimmung wieder da. Die Melancholie, die Trauer... und die Einsamkeit.
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We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease
Noone can see the emptiness in my eyes.
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief I look foward to letting go of the pain
Finally... there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern , without a tear,
You own my heart.
And life without you is so immensly painful.Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down
my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,
your wonderful body and your good heart:
You are everything , I am nothing
I want to die
But really...I am already dead.
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Ich sollte eigentlich heute noch unzählige Dinge erledigen, aber irgendwie fehlt mir gerade die Kraft. Zu süß die Erinnerung an den Schmerz...